appropriate
for the opening
of worship
[ 3 voices ]

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In Psalm 42/43 the Psalmist speaks of his anxious soul that is disturbed and would retreat rather than encounter the Lord God who is most worthy. He is assailed with doubts and confusions. His resolve is weak. Yet the Psalmist has heard God’s call, and the deep longing of his heart is to hurry to worship the God he knows loves him.

And so the Psalm oscillates between a confident approach and a doubting retreat. This shows itself in a kind of liturgical stammer, a conflicted hesitation that is not readily resolved.

If we are honest with ourselves, we often find ourselves in a similar position of hesitation as we enter into worship, though the reasons may be different. It is not likely that we have had to endure the overt taunts of scoffers. But we continually encounter the strident claims of a host of authorities that court our attention and our allegiance. We become confused as we face situations in which the obedient response is not always clear. And we are sometimes properly daunted by our unworthiness to approach the living God and awed by his glory and holiness.

The impulse for this reading is not unlike that of Calvin’s Strassburg liturgy which places the Confession at the beginning of the service: “Let each of you truly acknowledge that he is a sinner, humbling himself before God, and believing that the Heavenly Father wills to be gracious unto him in Jesus Christ.”

Approaching the Altar of My God is a choral reading that begins the worship service and is meant to serve as a transition zone from our workaday world to a time of worship before our God. It gives voice to the uncertainties we feel, to our doubts and confusions. It disarms us of the presumptive familiarity with God we are prone to fall into. It reminds us of the huge distance between us a frail creatures and our creator God in his glory and righteousness that we can never bridge on our own. And it also reminds us of our longing and need for God.

But it is God who has called us. We hesitate but proceed in the confidence buoyed up by God’s call and offer of grace.

 

The three readers may be positioned at the front or the back of the sanctuary, or perhaps more effectively, standing in the congregation.

Presentation time: 2 minutes

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The Reading

AAs a deer longs for streams of running water,
Bliving water
Aso my soul longs for you, O God
Cfor the living God

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AI will go to the altar of my God to God the joy of my youth
CI cry out
AWhen can I go and appear in God’s presence?
When can I stand before the face of God?

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ABCO Lord, hear my prayer and let my cry come unto you

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BWhy are you disturbed, O my soul?
Why are you cast down disquieted within me

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AWait for God!
CPut your hope in God!
BFor I will again give thanks
I will yet give praise to my God
for the saving help of his presence

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CThese things I remember as I pour out my heart:
AHow I used to walk along with the great throng to the house of God
shouting and giving thanks
shouting and giving thanks along with the crowd

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BI cannot eat
I weep day and night
for all day long they say to me
A“Where is your God?”
BMy tears have been my food day and night
CMy soul melts within me

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BI will go to the altar of God
to God
the joy of my youth

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AWhen my life was ebbing away
I called out to the Lord
ABCO Lord, hear my prayer
and let my cry come unto you

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CWhen shall I come
and see the face of God
Band know in my heart God’s presence
Cand know in my life God’s presence?

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BI have been lost in the farthest regions
where deep calls to deep
AOne deep stream calls out to another
Cin the roar of your waterfalls

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BI will go to the altar of God
to the God who gives me joy and gladness

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CWhy are you disturbed, O my soul?
Why do you sigh within me?

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AWait for God!
CPut your hope in God!
BFor I will yet give thanks
to my God for his saving help
ABCYou are my stronghold
the God who shelters me

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AOur help is in the name of the Lord
ABCwho made
heaven and earth
 
 Presentation time: 2 minutes